When a child starts to learn walking and takes the first step, the child develops the self-awareness, that eventually it will lead to walking. Child eventually learns to walk on the strength of the self confidence generated by the self awareness. Sadhak must develop such self confidence with wisdom, from his own sadhana. Only then sadhak will survive in any circumstances. What you wrote me is not even an attack. That is nothing. It is like a drop of water in an ocean. If sadhak has taken the sadhana sincerely, there will be subtle and subtlest attacks on him by his own prakruti. If the sadhak is aware, he will experience as if the prakruti of the other soul is trying to attack him through his own prakruti. There are several examples in our scriptures where the prakruti plays the various kind of tricks to dislodge the sadhak from the sadhana. There are many kind of topsy-turvy forces in nature and it play its own part as the sadhak advances in sadhana. When there is heartfelt divine faith in sadhak, then only the forces from outside attack him. In the earlier stages his own prakruti opposes him. So never give in to such attacks. Keep the courage. Be adventurous. Pray in heart. Sadhak needs to take care that his inner forces can work in the best manner and are engaged in encouraging the Bhavna of the sadhana. It is definite that, we will be trapped in the game of the prakruti if we loose our track and forget the inner aim.
Pujya Shree Mota
Jivan Pravesh
Edition 2; Pages 84 - 85.
