We have firmly decided to do sadhana and experience God. It is our goal in life. We will never receive the love of the God unless we perform our karmas with heartfelt love and enthusiasm. Love of the God cannot be bought. It will spring up in our hearts if we do our karmas with the bhavna of love and enthusiasm. This will not happen by ignoring the one whom we want to use as a tool to achieve our goal. He is thirsty for our love. He feels his life dry without receiving our love and he cannot do anything to help us. Sadhak must realize the degree of heartfelt love towards him in the daily dealings and how much creative Chetna-shakti and enthusiasm he receives from him. There will not be heart to heart connection until we have love and devotion towards him in our hearts and until we have this connecting bridge, how can he come and go seamlessly? Sadhak may have many difficulties or needs to do difficult tasks, he will not think of these difficulties but rely on divine consciousness (subtle Guru Bhavna - love and devotion to Guru). He will continue to do deep contemplation and try to ignite the Guru Bhavna within him and try to keep it alive and creative. He will continue to think of the ways to solve difficult problems and tasks with the help of divine consciousness (Guru Bhavna). One who keeps the burden of solving the problems on one's head and worries is not sadhak but a worldly person.
Sadhak must lovingly develop trust and faith in his Self-strength and try to gain more Chetna-Shakti (energy from divine consciousness) through tackling such difficult situations with its help ( sadhak interprets the difficult circumstances according to his beliefs. In fact, He gives us the difficulties that we can handle. He does this, so that we realize our strength to handle difficult circumstances). Sadhak who fails to show his preparedness to tackle the difficulties enthusiastically, looses great opportunity for developing the life. Guru is not a lifeless entity. It is a subtle Chetna-Shakti that passes through many layers of the life of sadhak; it experiences and arranges, the methods and the ways to transform the life of sadhak. So, as the sadhak seeks self realization with intensity, he will enter deep in the sadhana with the help of this Chetna-Shakti. Sadhak should not be defeated under any circumstances. He must continue the fight. There will be series of wars in his life and he must continue to fight these wars. There will not be any inner strength (khamir) without tackling these wars. This means, we should not let go without winning over it.
Pujya Shree Mota
Jivan Pathaya
Edition 3; Pages 106 - 108.
